That is how I feel today. Ever since about 8:30 this morning, I have wanted to ball my eyes out. I havent taken my Lexapro in 2-3 days - just out of pure forgetfulness. I think I am nearing my womanly time of the month. And some of the people around me are just being plain mean or maybe not - maybe I am just being more sensitive to it.
I feel stressed about work, and my parent's house, and I miss Mackenzie, and as I am typing all of this I am starting to cry...I had two really bad dreams last night that both Megan and Jann decided not to be my friends anymore...random...but very, very sad. I am trying to find a picture of a crying kid and none of them will open up...gosh - why is everything against me today?!?!?!
Kip told me to just sit here and try to feel better or go out to my car and get it out of my system...I think that is what I am going to have to do. But what kind of loser goes and sits in their car and cries in the work parking lot? I guess that would be me today!
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I think it's something in the water this week; everyone I know has been a little off! Just know that you are fabulous in all you do-- You are a awesome wife, mother, friend and co-worker!
I don't cry in my work parking lot, but I do drive over to Kohl's to do it. Seriously, it will make you feel better-just do it.
I have had a breakdown in numerous parking lots...Go for it, you will feel so much better!! I hope that your day gets better. I think I have a voicemail from you on my cell. I guess that I should check that.
Cry, Baby, Cry and let it out!
Then, use Visene for contact wearers and instead of prep. H for the puffiness under your eyes, you can dab the left over Visene on your red skin from the tears and it will also reduce the puffiness, quickly. Just swipe in a little powder and if you run into anyone in the next 15 minutes as you return to loking normalish, complain about your darned allergies in the first second of the conversation. I have gotten lots of experience with this since the big move. Love you!
I still love you like you know what! I hope you did have a good cry. we all need them sometimes. Love you, rm!
What woman doesn't have days like this! Mike learned a long time ago that sometimes when I'm crying and I say I don't know why....I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY!!! So now instead of trying to dig deeper to discover the reason (when there isn't one)...he just hugs me :)
I did like "the adams family's" tricks to get rid of the puffiness!
you should just stand in the middle of the hallway or the men's bathroom to let it out, then they might let you go home early, does that still work??
I've been right there with you.....all week!!!! I hope you feel better....love you!
Honey! I love you so much! I'm so sorry that our lives are so busy so we have not gotten together.
I feel sad with you if that is true about your friends. But guess what? I have been there. I am off starting July 3rd and for the rest of the summer. Lets get together and hangout!
Please let me know if I can do anything for you. We live busy lives but that doesn't mean that I don't think about you- I'll pray that things get better.
Oh I just reread your blog! Yay! It was a dream! Haha! I was so worried about you and Jann-
Funny! I read too fast...
Love you!:)
I have days where I cry just to cry. It's ok. We need it.
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